so

so I wonder, it's so far illegal for me
to go on a vacation & ba infomed I'm
suicidal or see an escort that used to
be up on Cragslist or take a few bums
out to lunch & be loud & crack jokes,
or be hospitalized for my doctor not
showing up on time I so I walk,

I wonder what is legal for me to do,
if I'm hospitalized & being informed
that I'm suicidal, is it that I'm not to
kill myself but it's rather the job of
the government or what,

hangnail

if it's illegal & being informed that
I'm suicidal & be hospitalized for such,
what to do of those who seem to want
me dead, whether emotionally or
physically,