they will look for me but not find me

a dream of mine in November 2010

I had a dream in November of 2010,
I saw my then pastor sitting in a chair
with 40 kids running around his legs,

in this dream I was told that I would
have no children, it is only in the last
few weeks that I began to understand
this dream,

true I would have no physical or fleshly
young, but that I would have 40 young
in spirit, I realized that my pastor in
this dream was actually me & the 40
kids were my young in spirit,

I will be turning 41 this November 30
2013, & I am lead to believe that before
I turn 41 those of my young is spirit will
blossom & it will only be 40 to blossom,

I am lead to believe that as I will be 40
at this time & my young be 40 in number
that in the same way Jesus was 50 at the
time of his crucifixion as the alignment to
the day of Pentecost which was 50 days
away,

I am lead to believe that the Lord was a
temple laborer & was a lead hand or
foreman on the temple construction for
20 to 30 years, & during this time when
he was on the top spire that somehow
the devil appeared to him, possibly in
a bird or as a thought in his head or
somehow like a rain shower or bug,
that this was how the devil appeared
to him to tempt him to jump,

it was most likely not the devil picking
up the Lord & placing him up there but
that somehow the devil wrought through
something fleshly or an idea to tempt the
Lord, the devil could have appeared as
a crow or some bird somehow & the Lord
would have sensed the spirit of the devil
in the bird or whatever it was that the
devil was using to communicate with
the Lord,

if you read my thesis Jormung-Drysdall
you will know who I am & that these 40
are the only to be sealed in this our day
& age, & it will all happen before my
41st birthday on November the 30th,

fish chelating

all fish are naturally in their own
nativity, those areas where fish
reside each have their own
individual chelating in those areas,

each area where fish or aqua marine
animals are have a chelating of
metals or gases that they need to stay
healthy, not all areas in the oceans
or seas are the same chelating, some
have more iron others have more of
this or that, & some creatures migrate
to those other areas of water to be
exposed to those separate chelated areas,

in some aquariums like one that had 4
whale sharks but they kept on dieing
with certain intestinal problems, it is
my imagination that wonders if those
waters were a match chelate for those
animal`s natural homes, perhaps that
was a reason for their ill health,

putting a cornucopia of different fish
or marine animals in one aquarium
might be fun but are those waters
matched to the marine chelation in
those areas & non of the animals are
being taken good care of by not having
any of the aqua chelation correct for
those creatures,

the land animal world is the same, some
are jungle animals others are for plains,
others live in trees others fly, what are
the homes of fish or animals compared
to their natural homes that would ruin
the health of these creatures when they
are put into restrained homes in captivity,

Phantom of the Opera

the face behind darkness, a
face so beautiful no one
could see without turning
to stone,

& the woman so beautiful
she hid herself from those
interested in her gold,

those who would use her
for golden eggs found she
was no where to be found,
she cloaked herself from
gold diggers & those intent
on the profit of her beauty,

she hides behind the veil
of darkness for the pleasure
of her desire to conceal
that which is worth more
than the lives of the Saints,

a woman so beautiful that
to see her beckons the rest
of eternity, she wears a veil
of the shroud of darkness to
respect her jewel of the
desire of suitors,

there a day she was the flint
that those would use her for
fire & not give ash for her
to take wing like the Phoenix,
a day turns to night & she the
mystery that those who took
her use be left like the ash
they stole & she now become
that which leave ash & put
wind beneath her & she the
dark sun, the one blotted to
that which now she hides
behind,

mask of midnight, the face
of God & the back of the
Father,

the face left behind in the
pond, the smoke rises &
the fumes of sulfur are
given to those who long
for light,

the silver

a woman turned her house upside
down to find her lost silver coin
& when she found it she made a
party to the Lord,

the tweety bird

made a man rich off 50 cents

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